Wedding Adventures! YES I am a married woman!!!!

So now the wedding is over. Everything I have worked for and on for the last six months has came and is history. It was a beautiful wedding and I couldn't have asked for anything more perfect! The pictures...perfect! The bridesmaids...gorgeous! The music....beautiful! The Groom....handsome and loving and perfect!
The day began with me a nervous wreck! My groom was nervous and anxious and stressing. Haha! We had everyone there on time.....all except for one groomsman...my best guy friend Cody. His alarm clock didn't go off in time and he was very late getting there. I was freaking out in my little room. I was constantly asking someone if he was here yet....haha! Thanks Cody for the scare of a lifetime!
Everyone got there and pictures went off flawlessly! It was close to two o'clock and I was getting nervous but at the same time I couldn't wait to get to the end of the aisle to my groom! I asked someone for a time check and it was literally two minutes until! My heart was beating out of my chest! So we line up outside the doors, The music begins to play and my girls walk out...one by one. Gracefully, beautifully; they couldn't have been any prettier! Honestly!
They close the doors so I can get situated! But the door wont close all the way....the music for me starts and they have to just throw the door open for me! I see his jaw drop. He just stares at me. There are no words for how I felt at that moment. No one else existed, just me and him!
The music was perfect! Not a flaw. The ceremony went perfectly....well all accept for the fact that for the first half of the vows my husband said his vows to the preacher and not directly to me...hehe! I kept whispering for him to look at me...he never caught on...well finally he did! Haha! That's what memories are made of!
The best most perfect thing in the whole ceremony was when he kissed me for the first time as his wife! He...well....it was just perfect....yup...no words to describe it!
The pronounced us husband and wife and we exited the building! Now the fun stuff begins! We thought we would have time to enjoy to the party! We try to eat but we have to go take a zillion pictures! HAHA well maybe not that any but we did take close to four hundred! We get two bites of soup...one bite of cake....and oh yeah...MORE pictures! hehe! I would have been more upset but the pictures are my memories and I certainly don't want to forget ONE thing!
In the end something I learned is that there is no reason to stress over everything...it's all gonna work out in the end. Maybe not exactly how you planned it but later on you will look back and see it was perfect anyways! Also no matter what happened that day I still got to marry my best friend! I know our marriage will have its good times and bad times but God will show us the way! I can't believe this is my first blog as a married woman! I am sure I will have a zillion adventures to share with you lovely people! Thanks for the prayers and blessings that have been sent my way! They are appreciated more than you will ever know!

GOOD EXCITING FANTABULOUS NEWS!!!

So today Dad and I went to go look at a trailer...honestly I wanted so badly for it to be the "one". We have looked at so many and with the wedding less than two months away...well let's just say my stress levels were pretty darn high! I mean AGH! So anyways I called the guy before drove over there to see if he still had and YES he did. He did say that people were coming tonight to look at it. "Crap," I thought, "What if I like it and we can't get it because we don't have the money??" I reminded myself of when I bought my car and God provided....not when I wanted it but definitely when I needed it!
We pull up and I am like God please please please give us a direction! We look at it thoroughly inside and out and up and down and dad gives me this it's an alright place look and then asks me what I think about it. I said I like it and he then says well do you want to get it? What do you think Tracy will think about it... I was like well he don't really care as long as we have somewhere to live. lol! Sad but true! haha! so Dad tells the guy that we will buy it!! So now I am a proud owner of a small but workable trailer! I can't wait to get it moved over here and get it cleaned and moved into!!
So thank you for sharing in my joyous day!!!!

UGH!!!

Frustations!! Frustrations!! ARGH! Everyone and everything is irritating me! This could be in part because of all the wedding stress and house planning....and ugh....it's stressing me out!!!! Or it could be in part to the fact that I only got three hours sleep last night because I had to be to work at four this morning and that means that I actually had to wake up between two thirty and three a.m. Yes life sucks!! It would be a lot easier if people would just realize that I am only one person and I can only do so much....
I know this mini blog quickly turned into a rant session but it is the truth. This wedding. This blessed event. MY fairytale! How quickly it has turned into a day for everybody else. Money is tight. Friends are fighting. My Fiance is upset because I can't give him enough time.....ugh I'm going to Mexico....see ya in a week :)

A Zillion Forevers At Least!!

So I know it has been almost six months since I have posted anything on here but I have been super busy and I am fixing to tell ya'll why!
That guy I kept telling ya'll about. The one that stuck around and waited on me during my six months...well in June...HE PROPOSED!!! I couldn't believe it. Here just a few short months before I was crying and heartbroken...feeling like somehow God was ignoring my hearts desire for a family of my own and now I type this with a rejoicing and happy heart! God truly is amazing and He is the ONLY one who deserves my praise!
So in July, Mom ( Check her blog out at onesingleminute.blogspot.com) and I went and picked out a BEAUTIFUL wedding dress and veil...I will put pictures up as soon as the wedding is over...I can't post them now as Future Hubby reads my blogs regularly! We also had a day in July that was spent with Grandmothers and Aunts and Bridal Party...having brunch and trying on my dress truly was a beautiful and fun thing!
August brought premarital counseling sessions and at the end of the month a much needed week long vacation to the beach!! It was so amazing to get to spend a week with my family. Just hanging out and chilling with them. That is something we don't get to do very often.
September.....my how that month did fly by! I purchased many items for the wedding...and my future house! God sent me the perfect photographer and I can't wait to get the chance to work with her! Besides working full time I can't say that I did too much in September....funny now that October is here I am wishing I had!
October...WHERE DID IT COME FROM! This year is not supposed to be almost over! This month is so full of so many fun wedding things! The thing coming up the fastest would be my engagement pictures session! I can't wait! I have a shower towards the end of the month....counseling again and then my church is putting on a Judgement house...which of course I am helping with! I have to send out invitations. Thank you cards. Start packing my room and I still work FULL TIME! SHEW! I am wearing myself out just thinking about it! I can't believe that two months from today is my wedding! Something I have waited my whole life for and it will get here faster than Christmas! lol! Even though I am busy I am truly enjoying every minute of it! If you are reading this I ask that you take a minute to stop and say a prayer. Say it for me and everything that is keeping my life so busy right now! Pray for my Fiance that he would feel confident stepping into the role as head of our house! Pray for my parents as we know that this holiday season will be the last one with me at home. Life as we know it is fixing to change! I can't wait to share it with whoever will listen!

Thank you for all your support! And if you are reading this...thank you for taking the time out of your day to share in my life! You will never know how much I appreciate it!!